Note to self …

When you have a one year old it's pretty well known that they will, and can get into EVERYTHING! Ever so naively I thought I'd be safe letting the little one sit with my phone on facetime to her gran. She was quite content chatting away doing her thing, whilst I picked up blueberries she … Continue reading Note to self …

BIG mistake

A few weeks ago, against my better judgement I did something I really knew I shouldn't have done. I went out of my way to watch something I knew could trigger me. The baby went to bed without much fuss which was a huge relief, So I thought I'd unwind with good old Netflix. Now … Continue reading BIG mistake

Mama guilt

This week has been a tough one. I've been filled with so much guilt, been feeling so unbelievably upset, completely emotional in ways I'm not usually and irrationality worried over everything. I can't seem to shift this feeling even though deep down I know I'm doing nothing wrong. I'm parenting in the exact way that … Continue reading Mama guilt